hello!!!!HELLO!!!..i m back!!..
yst was my bird day!.
haha!..hmm..we girls sae dat this year we jux celebrate it normal..
den when we are 18 -havok!!..
hmm..
bt den i still appreciate to have girls like you all!!..
love you girls!!..
thanks for everthing!!
..muackz!!!!
y mux it happen at my birthdae!..
you are an asshole k!!
you spoil my birthdae!!..
wadever you sae does it reali mean??..
i don tink so k!.
you don prove wad you mean
and onli go back on your words
sae wanna celebrate one month!.("lets go take neo print dat dae and go out and eat..save some money for dat dae")
bt it turns out to be a jux a sentence and don even mean it
your reason is dat you tot dat day was 5th
i ask where you going? you sae home!..
i take e initaitive to ask you out..you sae okie
den later you sae you were lying in bed when i contact you
i feel dat you don seem to be looking forward to go out..so no point asking
a dead body out
so i ask if you wanna stay home and rest
you sae i guess so
so dats it..
you take back your words..!!
you sae you reali tink dat dat was 5 th
okie den..dat means e next dae you will think dat is 6th!
den why aint you doing anithing!!!..
was it jux an excuse?!?
i donnoe..
if you reali care if you reali lookin forward..
i don see ani reason for you to tink dat day was 5th
you would long ago prepare it..and look forward rite!
is dat e wae of showing dat you don bother?
maybe i m not worth for you..dats on your mind!?
you din plan for my birthdae too..
nvm.
i m writing everything here..and it brings me back to all your words
you sae to me.
it hurts!!..so much!!..
cox its jux all words..
no action..
nthing!
1)your friendster is filled wit your ex..(if you love dem soo much if you cannot let e past be the past...don come find me!)
2)your friendster have a pic which a girl and a guy are kissing..and e comments sae (yes..bt i still wanna kiss someone soo much)..since i m nt e one you wanted so much..den don tell me dat
3)you are e one who plan to everthing for e one month anni..since den..you should remmeber more den i do!..der is no reason for you to not to look forward and forgetting e dae..unless..(you can't be bother or i m not dat impt! )
4)your friendster shows one of e pic.showing you used to play 6 girls at e time and now you love MAY onli(you sae you din saw it..bt den you write your comment at feb!..which i am already wit you..since you will write back e comment..y won you see it!!..y you been lying to me!!.you know i hate it!!..i hate liars!!..you still lie!.i wan e truth!.)since you love MAY so much..go back to her!!..y sae you love me...and you sae you were onli sad for one dae when you broke up wit her...and you write as if you love her dat much...who knows our case is e same..you jux sae you love me..and actually its not!
5)your friendster is single onli when i told you dat nyi nyi status is single when his wit yew ting den you started to change it to in a relationship!!..
y der is no intiating from you?!?..y mux i always sae den you know!!..i m tired of saeing!!
6)you din put our photo in friendster which shows my face when we did take alot of pic and onli put e pic which could not see me...am i dat ugly for you..!!..okie i m ugly okie.!!..i m not up to you!!..you sae you were afraid of adrain seeing it..come on man!!..you are my bf!.his my ex!!..why are you afraid!?..cox you don love me enuff to protect this relationship and if adrain reali find you trouble you are not in e wrong at all k..cox you are my bF!..and his my ex!!..wad can he do?!?..he have no rights!!!...you are an ass!!..you know i love you more...bt den keep insisting dat i love him more!!!..wad e hell!!..y are you hurting me this much!!..i m tired!WHY AINT YOU PROTECTING THIS RELATIONSHIP!!!
7)dat dae at valentine dae you saw your friend you ask me to go up alone..
if you reali bother and concern abt me..you would ask nyi nyi to wait for me and accompany me up!!..and why are you guys always hiding me behing e curtainS!!.am i dat ugly!!..adrain did this..you did this too!!..if you tink i m too ugly to let your friend sees me..den don ask me to be your gf k!!!
8)at valentine dae i gave you dat small gif...you don bother to keep it..throw it around e floor..and when it rows infornt of me..it turns to be a spoil toy already!..dats how you treat wad i gave u??..although its a small and stupid gif!!..don you appreaciate abit..keep it?!?!?...yyyyy?!?!?..i don understand!!..wad ever you doing is hurting!!..
9)..i always been worrying if you would play my feeling...i living in hell!!..you don show ani security and sincerity in this relationship at all!!!..y you tell me you would hold me tight when you don mean it
10)you shuld know you used to be a player!!..its reali hard for ppl to believe you..its normal k!!..den don blame others who don trust you..cox you are e one who used to played...if you reali wanna change..you shuld not blame ppl who don trust you..you shuld be prepared for this when you have played ppl feeling..so you shuld blame yourself for playing and nt others..and if you reali wanna change..you would try all your means to gain ppl trust!!..did you?!?..all you know is to get angry when i sae dat i don trust you!!..bt did you ever sae i understand..i understand wad are you going through wad are you afraid of...and start doing things to gain my trust?!?!?
11)..you shuld change before finding me...if you reali wanna start afresh!
i don owe you..i don have to suffer for wad you did last time..its nt fair!!..
12)y did you have to lie to yew ting dat you are giving me a present when you don even have it!!..y did you lie!!..
13)y did you lie to me dat you are in sec 4 when you are not!!..i guess..you also din bother to sae all e truth dat you are in NA!!..and not express!!
y din you sae!!..i saw it myself!!
within a month so much had happen!!..
you keep saying e word u don love me..and claim dat you love me!!..okie tell me nw!!..wad did you do to show dat you love me?!?
i concern so much for you..all i get in return is a word i don love you!!
wad rites do you have to sae i don love you!!!
if i don i won go find you everyday..even i m tired..
i won go our house and pass you food..
i won go find for valentine dae present
i won try my best to be by you when you nid someone
i won try to bear everything dat you did to hurt me
i won cry for you
i won get hurt
and all your words you said to me hurt me dat much
you are e first to tell my friend this "if she wan break den break lor"
okie fine..since dis is wad you wan i grant you k !!..
and when i ask for break you sae fine and even hang up e phone!!..
since dats wad on your mind..den jux break!!.
you come msging me todae and telling me to not break
and even change my photo and status!!..
why did you do dat!!..
did you ask for my permission!?..
no!!
i m single now!!!
no longer attactch to you okie!!!
you sae you wanna return my gifs..
i sae no nid..
seriously i don nid it..cox wad can i do wit it
and somemore its a gif!!
i ask you to keep it
you sae you don wan to
so i ask you throw it..
and you sae you throw it..
okie fine!!
i was reali hurt by dat k!!..
you kept mon present she gave you until todae!!!
and nw you gonna throw my present!!
gd!!
congrats!!..you hurt me dat much!!
and you sae it was kidding and you are trying to see my reactions!!
wad e hell!!...
you treat me as a fool!!!
okie congrats too
i m now reali a fool!!
totally!!
you sae e present was a present without love
wad do you mean by dat sentence!!!
you sae you don wan it cox its a present without love
i take so long and used up all my money to buy this!!
and wad i get in return is a present without love!!!
without love!!!!!
can you don hurt me soo much!!
i cannot take it animore!!
stop it!!
i wanna stay strong!
i don wanna cry!!
bt you are hurting me soo much
i could no longer hold back my tears and act as if i don care!
i m reali hurt
cox wadever you sae is jux words
its over k!!..its all over!!!...
bye!.
i don wan to meet you cox i know i will forgive you
i don wan to be wit you again
cox i know it will repeat and we will have no future!!.
no point!!
i will stay strong on my decision..
i don wanna hurt myself again
cox i m hurt!
reali hurt!
i will be fine soon girls :)
i will upload those pic soon.
you shuld change den find me!
